I stare
numb
I look
empty
Echoes,
voices,
laughter,
closer they come
Chaotic mind
mixed emotions
a strange feeling
of loneliness
looking back
moving on
at the crossroads
alone
voices again
farther, farther
shadows, glimpses
of yesterday
peace
contentment
so out of reach
but I long
I realize
lost cause
a gamble
I made
still lost
SOMEDAY
a dream
YESTERDAY
a memory
TODAY
a reality